grrr... im being serious about the consturction workers they're putting a new roof on the house and i have been hitting by falling shingles SEVEN times! im also serious about how lonelyness is going to kill me...you probly dont care cause you dont even know me(well i guess some of you might) but two of my close friends will not be joining me at school this year because 1. V(guy) is being homeschooled this year and 2. my beloved Cuddles(V's female cousin and someone i have considered a best friend snice elementary school) has been forced to move with her family to another county. i dont care that shes still in the same state because it feels like we are much farther away than that...i mean tell me this i broke up with my boyfriend because there was no spark or whatever when he kissed me but here's the funny thing i dont know if it was just me but I definetly felt a spark when she kissed me...i wasnt really expecting it but about two months before school let out we were on the bus as usual and when we got to her stop i got up like i always do so i can give her the last hug of the day and she just kissed me gave me me a hug then got of the bus. my friend Kait had to push me so i would sit down she said i had this huge smile on my face which is a big deal because i smile sure but this one was just so real....ummmm so here's my problem what do you do when your bi and you've fallen for your bestfriend that just moved away?? i mean...i dont know i just dont want to lose her... but i mean its not like i never told her how i feel because i have but...all i can do is hope for the best right?